说不清楚这两年是累了，还是长大了，总觉得做什么都难，人际交往也难，最大的感受不是难过，而是疲惫。
I don know whether Ive been tired or grown up in the past two years. I always find it difficult to do anything. Interpersonal communication is also difficult, the biggest feeling is not sad, but tired.
现在的你不累了吧，再也没有人问你多晚回家，和谁喝酒，为啥不接电话，为啥不回消息，现在发现以前你没错，是我错了。
Now you are not tired, no one asked you how late to go home, who to drink with, why not answer the phone, why not return the message, now found that you were right, I was wrong.
我至今无法准确理解到底是哪件事或者哪句话让我失去了你，是怪距离消磨好感，怪热情容易冷却，还是怪时间无情变数诸多。
So far, I can understand exactly which thing or sentence made me lose you, whether its the distance that kills the good feeling, the passion that cools easily, or the ruthlessness of time and so on.
我也不知道我自己想要的到底是什么，每个人的出现都给我上了一课，我不明白到底是什么样的终点，让我过程如此艰辛。
I don know what I want in the end. Everyones appearance has taught me a lesson. I don know what kind of end point is, which makes my process so difficult.
我比较幼稚，我超级没有安全感，我怕黑，我注重细节，不开心不想说话，喜欢故意说你不喜欢的话刺激你。
I am relatively naive, I have no sense of security, I am afraid of the dark, I pay attention to details, unhappy do not want to speak, like to deliberately say you do not like words to stimulate you.
我忍了好久没有联系你，我懂你过得很自在从未想起我，没有因为我的离开有任何不安，我却因为听见你的某件事情，瞬间崩溃。
I endure for a long time did not contact you, I understand you live very comfortable, never think of me. You didn have any uneasiness because of my leaving, but I collapsed because I heard something about you.
总有一个人，一直住在心里，却告别在生活里。
There is always a person who always lives in the heart, but says goodbye to life.
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