如果果真如此，那么我就不得不说不要了。即便不舍，可内心的原则是，不要让我为你这样堕落。
If so, then I have to say no. Even if I don give up, my inner principle is not to let me fall for you.
也许你要怨恨我任性，可是你可知，我对你的占有欲是瞒不住的一团火，是看见你对她轻描淡写的一笑，也会烧到她的悲哀。
Maybe you want to resent my willfulness, but you know, I can hide my possessive desire for you. Seeing your understatement of her smile will also burn her sorrow.
可不可以这样灼痛，我宁可自己去扛，也不愿对你说，言语间流露出来的，那是我不可告人的胆怯和自私。
Can it burn like this? Id rather carry it myself than say to you that what comes out of my words is my unspeakable cowardice and selfishness.
可是我，还是无法和你置气，更不知如何冷淡的脸庞，我只想用我生命中的万般柔情，换来你对我满怀的眷恋。
But I still can get angry with you, and I don know how cold my face is. I just want to exchange all the tenderness in my life for your full thoughts of me.
但是有些话，也得说，我走过的路，读过的书，塑造了今天的我。
But some words, I have to say, the road I have traveled and the books I have read have shaped me today.
你们应该明白，若你们来了，就不要再轻易离开，要不然修修补补又是几年，跌跌跌宕已过。而且你，不可能遇见一个和我一样的人。
You should understand that if you come, don leave easily, otherwise it will be a few more years. And you can meet someone like me.
先生，夜深人静，我望着漫天的星光，只是想问一下此刻你在做什么，这话，你也最喜欢问我。虽然不知道你当时怎么想，可我现在，是真心地念着你。
Sir, in the dead of night, I look at the stars in the sky. I just want to ask what you are doing at the moment. You like to ask me the most. Although I don know what you thought at that time, I am really thinking of you now.
